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Sorry for the lack of a story this year

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Hello to all of Reina's readers, it's Reina Beaumont here.  Sadly Reina is having trouble with her writing skill and is unable to give a Christmas themed story for this year.  I'm sure there are those of you who were hoping for a new Christmas story from her and she has spent the past few weeks trying to do that.

The constant back pain she is suffering from and has been suffering from through the month has had an impact on her focus, her writing skill is refusing to cooperate and each time she tries to write she can't concentrate long enough.
She badly needs motivation, focus and to be in less pain all the time.  Maybe with luck once she's gotten that X-Box One paid off she may be able to buy a badly needed new mattress which would be a huge help for her, it's hard to write when you're in constant pain.

Since she was trying to write a short Christmas story where Rena gets to visit for Christmas then I'm still strong in her mind right now and she's having this written via me, it's a role play thing for her.
And besides I should probably say a few things before she switches back to herself:

Bear in mind that I am not written nor created to be some fetish nor masturbation toy, that is not what I'm created for.  So if you're picturing me in a thick nappy right now, which I am because why not, then please be respectful with those thoughts.

I am written as I am not because of some power trip thing or Mary Sue nonsense, I am written as I am because the ideas developed in that way.  The whole forced long life thing is not the focus, it's the journey and the effort to live while being at peace with the fact that death simply is regardless of when and how it happens.
My creation came into being due to my creator's many suicide attempts, her constant survival no matter how many times to end her life resulted in the creation of me, my sister, my daughter and many more as well as all of the concepts.
I exist because a very unhappy woman who is making efforts to be happy in life has lost the will to live many times and is barely holding on today.  So do be mindful of the fact that my creator can't churn out stories on a regular basis, her hormone replacement therapy is helping her to feel alive and in turn she is writing less.

New stories will appear as and when the writing skill stops being a stubborn ass and cooperates for a change, be patient.

Alright, she'll say a few things now.  Have a good Christmas and New year, I'm sure I'll return when the time is right.

~

Sorry about the lack of a Christmas story this year, I've been trying with no luck.  My back has been an increasing problem for me for a while and this month has been hard going, I've been in constant pain for over two weeks and no amount of painkillers and anti-inflammatory pills are helping.
I'm hoping, with luck, to buy a new mattress next year since my old one has been in dire need of replacing for a few years now and the springs dig into my back to the point where I suffer pinched nerves and pulled muscles often.  Once I've paid off the console I fully intend on ordering a new mattress, I can't do so right now since it would only drive me farther into debt.

Seeing as how I don't charge for my work nor do I ever wish to, and I have no desire to open some Gofundme account nor Patron then I'll have to manage this by my own means, somehow.
Hopefully once I have a new mattress and have finally had my first almost restful sleep in years then I should be able to get my writing skill to cooperate and have new stories appearing.

Until then I ask that you be patient, I am trying my best to get any writing done and I am aching to do some badly needed writing.
I don't take vacations nor holidays, such things are far beyond my meager means, and relaxation is something I have little luck in managing.

I'll see if I can at least have a Christmas photo up tomorrow if possible, it's the most I can do for now.

Have a good Christmas and New Year if you are able to.

~Reina~
A sorry for the lack of a story this year, this explains why
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Zatmani7's avatar
Well as long as you get better, fine by me. I preffer a good written story after a long time rather than a half assed one done to satisfy other people